Age: 16
Gender: MALE
Birthday: Dec 1
Location: Miller, MO
School: Miller High School
Class: 2010
Favorite color: Red & Black
Favorite animal: cat
Favorite number: 4
Favorite movie: Dawn Of The Dead
Favorite actor/ress: Johnny Depp, Katherine Isabelle
Favorite author/s: Tim LaHaye and Jerry Jenkins
Favorite band/s: Green Day, Maximum The Hormone, Three Days Grace, Papa Roach, Dir En Grey
Favorite family member: Me and my cousin Michael
Bestfriends: I don't know... Whoever wants to be that knows me
Monday, June 16, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
Memory songs. GAHH!!!!
CLICK THE POP OUT PLAYER BUTTON AT THE BOTTOM!!!!!!!!!! IT IS BEING GAY-TARDED!! SORRY.
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NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED.
"Mobile" by Avril:I have moved around alot, and left friends and everything behind. This pretty much fits perfectly.
"Honestly" by Cartel:When I first started dating my ex Alex, my first love. We had such a connection, and we still do. [My Perfect Tragedy]
"Smashed into pieces" by Silverstein:When Alex broke my heart.
"Red light pledge" by Silverstein:This was a hard time for me. Still about my ex Alex. He promised me that we'd stay bestfriends forever, but that just hurt me more, having someone you love standing there, hugging you, but not the way you want them to. I wanted him to always be there for me. I swear, I would have waited forever for him.
"My heart bleeds no more" by Silverstein:When I finally noticed that me trying to wait was going nowhere. I did anything and everything I could for him, and in turn, my heart just broke more. I ruined all my sanity for him, trying to be his everything, his all. Like pleasing him was the only thing in my life was worth doing. Well..screw him.
"Always and never" by Silverstein:When I felt like everything he did or said was all for nothing, although I just couldn't let him go. Me trying to get over him, in a very unhealthy way. Having him die pretty much, because that's how I felt.
"When broken is easily fixed" by Silverstein:The more I tried to move on, the more I would dwell on him, the more my heart would break from me loving him. I wished that I never would have met him. When people say that their heart is in pain, that is not over dramatic, I seriously felt like my heart was broken, like it fell in my stomach. I couldn't do anything anymore. I was so lost in my sorrow, in the black abyss of my heartache.
"Sorrow" by Flyleaf:This is about my other ex Asher. We shared a deep love. He COMPLETELY took my mind of off Alex. I loved him so much. We were both...well...our personalities were so alike. He even asked me to marry him. HA! I wanted to be with him forever...but sadly...I am not. So...this song goes out to him. <3
"Scars" by Papa Roach:At this point, I hated everyone and everything. Nothing was going right, and as much as Asher said I filled him, he still always felt sad/worthless/suicidal. Why was I even there?! I obviously did not make him that happy. When he was feeling like crap, he always dragged me down with him. I don't know what else I could have said to get him out of that phase. So...here is this song.
"Something I can never have" by Flyleaf:Well I came to find out that Asher lied to me. Said he just went along with everything because he didnt want to hurt my feelings. What an arse. Then later on he apologized and said he wants me back. LOL. I just wanted all the drama to stop. We are friends now, but my heart is so not that warm ruby red thing that opens up to everyone anymore. I have completely changed, it scared me at the rapidness of it all. I wanted my perfect romance.
"Still dreaming" by Silverstein:This song is about...well...Alex and Asher. Lol. On a good level of course. When I was dating them, I felt like this. This song also makes me think of the next guy I will fall in love with.
Well I seriously did not know what to do this about. I have millions and billions and trillions of memories!!!! So, I just decided to take some of the most horrible and use those. [=
Enjoy the songs!!!!
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NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED.
"Mobile" by Avril:I have moved around alot, and left friends and everything behind. This pretty much fits perfectly.
"Honestly" by Cartel:When I first started dating my ex Alex, my first love. We had such a connection, and we still do. [My Perfect Tragedy]
"Smashed into pieces" by Silverstein:When Alex broke my heart.
"Red light pledge" by Silverstein:This was a hard time for me. Still about my ex Alex. He promised me that we'd stay bestfriends forever, but that just hurt me more, having someone you love standing there, hugging you, but not the way you want them to. I wanted him to always be there for me. I swear, I would have waited forever for him.
"My heart bleeds no more" by Silverstein:When I finally noticed that me trying to wait was going nowhere. I did anything and everything I could for him, and in turn, my heart just broke more. I ruined all my sanity for him, trying to be his everything, his all. Like pleasing him was the only thing in my life was worth doing. Well..screw him.
"Always and never" by Silverstein:When I felt like everything he did or said was all for nothing, although I just couldn't let him go. Me trying to get over him, in a very unhealthy way. Having him die pretty much, because that's how I felt.
"When broken is easily fixed" by Silverstein:The more I tried to move on, the more I would dwell on him, the more my heart would break from me loving him. I wished that I never would have met him. When people say that their heart is in pain, that is not over dramatic, I seriously felt like my heart was broken, like it fell in my stomach. I couldn't do anything anymore. I was so lost in my sorrow, in the black abyss of my heartache.
"Sorrow" by Flyleaf:This is about my other ex Asher. We shared a deep love. He COMPLETELY took my mind of off Alex. I loved him so much. We were both...well...our personalities were so alike. He even asked me to marry him. HA! I wanted to be with him forever...but sadly...I am not. So...this song goes out to him. <3
"Scars" by Papa Roach:At this point, I hated everyone and everything. Nothing was going right, and as much as Asher said I filled him, he still always felt sad/worthless/suicidal. Why was I even there?! I obviously did not make him that happy. When he was feeling like crap, he always dragged me down with him. I don't know what else I could have said to get him out of that phase. So...here is this song.
"Something I can never have" by Flyleaf:Well I came to find out that Asher lied to me. Said he just went along with everything because he didnt want to hurt my feelings. What an arse. Then later on he apologized and said he wants me back. LOL. I just wanted all the drama to stop. We are friends now, but my heart is so not that warm ruby red thing that opens up to everyone anymore. I have completely changed, it scared me at the rapidness of it all. I wanted my perfect romance.
"Still dreaming" by Silverstein:This song is about...well...Alex and Asher. Lol. On a good level of course. When I was dating them, I felt like this. This song also makes me think of the next guy I will fall in love with.
Well I seriously did not know what to do this about. I have millions and billions and trillions of memories!!!! So, I just decided to take some of the most horrible and use those. [=
Enjoy the songs!!!!
Covered by Flyleaf.
What do you think/feel when you hear this song? It's on my playlist btw.
FLYLEAF LYRICS
"Something I Can Never Have"
I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head til i don't want to sleep anymore
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something i can never have
You were always the one to show me how
Back then i couldn't do the things
that i can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color if i had a heart
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And i'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something i just want something i can never have
In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere i look you're all i see
Just a fading reminder of who i used to be
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And i'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something i can never have
I just want something i can never have
FLYLEAF LYRICS
"Something I Can Never Have"
I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head til i don't want to sleep anymore
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something i can never have
You were always the one to show me how
Back then i couldn't do the things
that i can do now
This thing is slowly taking me apart
Grey would be the color if i had a heart
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And i'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something i just want something i can never have
In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere i look you're all i see
Just a fading reminder of who i used to be
Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And i'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something i can never have
I just want something i can never have
ABOUT ME
NAME: SIERRA ELIZABETH SWIGERT
AGE:15
GENDER:FEMALE
SIBILINGS:14
FAV BANDS:EVANESCENCE,SWITCHFOOT,JONAS BROTHERS.
fav number:5
fav aunt :all
class: 2011
friends:alot
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Age: 25
Gender: MALE
Birthday: May 3
Location: St. Charles, Mo.
School: Wentzville Holt High School
Class: 2001
Favorite color: Blue
Favorite animal: CATS and dogs
Favorite number: 7
Favorite movie: On the Waterfront and Mr. Smith Goes To Washington
Favorite actor/ress: James Stewart, Marlon Brando, Humphrey Bogart, and Cary Grant
Favorite author/s: Edgar Allan Poe, Agatha Christie
Favorite band/s: The Beatles, The Who?, Third Day, U2, Coldplay
Favorite family member: ALL
Bestfriends: fortunately far too many to list (I am well liked.)
Gender: MALE
Birthday: May 3
Location: St. Charles, Mo.
School: Wentzville Holt High School
Class: 2001
Favorite color: Blue
Favorite animal: CATS and dogs
Favorite number: 7
Favorite movie: On the Waterfront and Mr. Smith Goes To Washington
Favorite actor/ress: James Stewart, Marlon Brando, Humphrey Bogart, and Cary Grant
Favorite author/s: Edgar Allan Poe, Agatha Christie
Favorite band/s: The Beatles, The Who?, Third Day, U2, Coldplay
Favorite family member: ALL
Bestfriends: fortunately far too many to list (I am well liked.)
A little about Tayla Suicide.
Well what can I say really?
Age: 17
Gender: You should know this.
Birthday: July 20
Location: Miller, Missouri
School: Miller High
Class: 2009
Favorite color: Black, red, neon green
Favorite animal: CATS
Favorite number: 10
Favorite movie: Kung Pow, White Castle, many upon many. Mostly horror/comedy/romance
Favorite actor/ress: Johnny Depp, Cassie Steele
Favorite author/s: Edgar Allan Poe, J.K Rowling
Favorite band/s: Dir en grey, HIM, mcr, tbs, underOATH, A7X, Bullet for my valentine, Deftones, Chiodos, Smashing Pumpkins, FFTL, Metro Station, System of a down, Flyleaf, Evanescence, and many more.
Favorite family member: MYSELF
Bestfriends: Petra and Sonja
Boyfriend: Baldo
I don't know what else to say really. I'm a pretty laid back girl. I love music. I love to read and write. I don't usually watch tv unless it is Fuse, The N, or Disney. I like hanging out with friends and having fun. Who doesn't? I don't like to blend in. I voice my opinion. I don't spread rumors. I tend to complain alot. XD One thing about me is that I have BLPD. If you don't know what that is...it means Borderline Personality Disorder. Interesting right? Well...think again arsehole. I have to live with this the rest of my life. It is not easy, but do I care? NOPE. I like my life the way it is. All the drama with my family. I like it. It keeps shi* interesting ya know? Well... Ta-Ta for now girls and boys. [= [= [=
Age: 17
Gender: You should know this.
Birthday: July 20
Location: Miller, Missouri
School: Miller High
Class: 2009
Favorite color: Black, red, neon green
Favorite animal: CATS
Favorite number: 10
Favorite movie: Kung Pow, White Castle, many upon many. Mostly horror/comedy/romance
Favorite actor/ress: Johnny Depp, Cassie Steele
Favorite author/s: Edgar Allan Poe, J.K Rowling
Favorite band/s: Dir en grey, HIM, mcr, tbs, underOATH, A7X, Bullet for my valentine, Deftones, Chiodos, Smashing Pumpkins, FFTL, Metro Station, System of a down, Flyleaf, Evanescence, and many more.
Favorite family member: MYSELF
Bestfriends: Petra and Sonja
Boyfriend: Baldo
I don't know what else to say really. I'm a pretty laid back girl. I love music. I love to read and write. I don't usually watch tv unless it is Fuse, The N, or Disney. I like hanging out with friends and having fun. Who doesn't? I don't like to blend in. I voice my opinion. I don't spread rumors. I tend to complain alot. XD One thing about me is that I have BLPD. If you don't know what that is...it means Borderline Personality Disorder. Interesting right? Well...think again arsehole. I have to live with this the rest of my life. It is not easy, but do I care? NOPE. I like my life the way it is. All the drama with my family. I like it. It keeps shi* interesting ya know? Well... Ta-Ta for now girls and boys. [= [= [=
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